VERSE 1
I was floating in a dream 
on the rings of Saturn
Where nothing mattered

So I did what I had to do and went after you
Like a kid with they apple juice, 
love was absolute
Loved your attributes, nothin was sweeter
I loved how you didn’t give a fuck neither 

That overall demeanor, I loved all your features
Caught up with my favorite creature
Couldn’t believe I could feel like this

That I could have a love as real as this
But I know I was feeling it

Thinking maybe I should reel it in, shit

But I can’t help it, I felt it, I’ve melted
I 
used to be selfish, 
now I’m left selfless and helpless,

I was going all in 
and what I knew now, I didn’t know then
Guess that’s how it goes when you growing

It was all slow motion, no shit

I went as deep as the ocean goes in
With my eyes open, while we sinking, thinking

How to stay afloat 
when we broken beings 

But that’s all she wrote, we couldn’t stop the leak
I tried to cope then got lost at sea
This shit is not for me 

Cause' I’m not this weak, 
but its got me beat
I'm doing my best to keep my head up
This current won’t let up, I’m fed up
Trippin over 
ways I could've made it better 

I was never,
 able to accomplish 
what I wanted,
Till' I got concept,
 its not so complex

Fuck the nonsense, repeat after me
What is not meant for me
Cannot have my energy
And we are not meant to be

CHORUS
See I was asleep
Living my life up inside of a dream
And 
then I woke up, I can finally breathe

Cause' they can no longer can fucking with me
Oh hell nanananahhh cause' now I can see

That I was holding on way too tightly 

So I let go of everything

That is not meant for me,

And we are not meant to be




VERSE 2


I know I’m not special, 
these flaws I got several
If fucking shit up was a sport I’m successful

I got the gold medal

I up the whole level 
by pushing the peddle 

Just checking my threshold 

Best I don’t settle for less 
than rose petals 

Guess I’m a rebel
 I go for the devil 

Over the angel, 
at times I meddle 
into their pain

It’s all the same though

Love is painful, 
I am to blame though
You came labeled 
with a warning
Product unstable, a little torn 

Completely unable 
to self support 

Red flags were waving,
Dark clouds were forming 
I tried to save them, mission aborted 
All I'm saying is I wish
I wasn't stuck on that dick head like foreskin
But there's plenty of fish
So I keep on swimming
 in a petri dish
Where the waters thin
Cause' Ive been deep with it 
near the gallows
And I don’t need this shit, 
I’m shallow then

Cause' for now I’m chilling 
in the shallow end

With my shadow, 
we building castle’s

Turns out I’m the queen, 
they were the rascal

Turns out I been 
just where I had to

Commit some sins, 
tilt on the axis

Give love a spin, 
then travel past it,

I’m after happiness 
not happily ever after
Shit was bad, 
but fact is I’m badder
I closed the chapter 
cause' its whack as shit 

When I’m hearing you sayin 
“it is what it is”

That’s crazy you faking 
cause' we both know
That 
it is what you make it 


CHORUS (REPEAT 1X)
See I was asleep
Living my life up inside of a dream
And 
then I woke up, I can finally breathe

Cause' they can no longer can fucking with me
Oh hell nanananahhh cause' now I can see

That I was holding on way too tightly 

So I let go of everything

That is not meant for me,

And we are not meant to be